I am drowning, I know I am
In the well of thoughts unexpressed
In the pit of emotions set-aside
In the infinite mass of unperfomed expressions
Unshed tears teasing, pudding, pushing
Every single moment,
Even when reason seems to be lost,
In hope that my eyes would budge and set them free
I have hurt myself so much
In a bid to hurt noone
And ended up hurting everyone
I hope I get to forgive me someday,
For this lesson I've seemingly just learnt
Won't prevent a reoccurrence.
I fear the feather is landing soon
And this Camel's back isn't ready.
Hopefully those around don't get blood spills
But I must say, this Camel is quite bloody.
