I wonder what do you mean about awakening?

Haha nothing as glamourous as an experience really. I was just a miserable teen with my head covered by a hoodie 24/7, hunched down and sleeping the sunlight away. I hated school, never listened, skipped pretty much the majority of a senior year including exams.

The awakening happened when education became a choice for me and my parents left the country permanently, leaving me alone and totally relying on myself. This new freedom felt extremely liberating and my eyes just opened for the first time, I guess, and I just became fascinated with everything around me and just wanted to learn, learn learn.

it everything boils down to nature.

I think deep down everyone is drawn to nature. When we think of the end goal in our lives, we don't think of ourselves as hunch backed city dwellers living in an apartment down the road from the beggars road. We think of mountains, hills, oceans. It's just many people born and raised in concrete don't really know how to experience it, and often even fear it. It's very sad when I see that. I think music was a constant reminder of the beauty of nature, and kept me connected throughout my time in these ugly-ass cities.

to become better, you have to go to it's roots,

That's essentially what this proposed book is all about =)