Yeah exactly. People also overestimate what they would do given so much free time. I wish I had more to do. There's only so many hobbies one can pursue every, single, day, when you are supposed to be on duty. So a lot of the time, you inevitably fall into a rut and find yourself sitting, staring, napping.

I do my best but yeah. I need to actually work if I'm gonna be at work or my soul dies!