This is a conversation between I and my bestie from secondary school up until now, she’s a very strong person but believe me people break down sometimes when people ask you how are you, you say fine, despite the pains you hold back, the fears kept inside, people don’t even look you in the eyes when they say how are you?
But then your not fine and they’ll never know, I just thought they are so many people out there like my best friend and i’ll Like to reach out to everyone, people tell you that your not good enough,and no one’s gonna want you and that you’ll never ever do anything good in your life,and you start believing these lies around you,
You fear your gonna be alone because if they don’t like you,then who will? If they don’t accept you then who will? And you start believing you are a failure and that you will never be somebody people would like and be close with,and all these brings you a step closer to the end, to free yourself (you think)
See you have a choice to know which step your gonna take today, ofcourse there are so many things in life which are completely out of our control and we might not be able to change,so you are the choice you make today, not the voices of negativity.Its either you give up or keep on going.
So ask yourself what your gonna believe, are you gonna believe everybody else’s judgement on you?? Are you gonna believe people when they say you are a failure,are you gonna do that to yourself? You don’t have to hold on to those fears,you just take one step at a time.
Not to say that one day these fears are just gonna disappear.But you can forgive those who hurt you because that’s where healing stars.
Everytime someone tries putting you down,will you make a decision to bring somebody else up ? it’s not the end until you’ve given up,there’s still hope.
Find someone you trust and could hold you through the storm,they can’t promise to stop it,but they would hold your hands through those stormy days.
I was walking around school and I saw a quote I wrote down and would like to share to you all.
‘Regrets of yesterday and fears of tomorrow are enemies of Today’s happiness.make everyday count’..
More than anything i hope I was able to reach out to someone out there.Encourage this post by Resteeming and your upvotes.
Thanks for your time. ✌️