What is this burnout im feeling, this moment I know what I’m doing and I’m in control. The next moment I’m confused af and don’t know anything anymore.
I’m feeling this burnout, not from creating content, I wish it was from creating content, with this one, all I’ll have to do is sleep it off or take a break for a day or two or even three, but here I am, feeling confused af about my major life decisions, burnt out from trying to be in control,
Harder everyday to find support or encouragement from family or peeps I’m closest to, worried about the future, feeling super distant from everything im meant to love or that keeps my alive, why why why.
It’s like I need a big win, one major win to rectify many loses, both financially, emotionally and mentally and I feel like I’m so close, yet so far, I don’t know how to explain it.
Dont mind me much, I usually get in my feelings from time to time and feel okay again after a while. Maybe this is just one of those times.
My win is here
I’m light
I feel good, strong and healthy
Everything is working for me
Everything I touch turns to gold
I’m loved
I’m appreciated
I will travel the world……with the loml
I will do what I love and make bank from it steady
I’m in the right place at the right time
I’m valued, relevant and supported
My lifting is here
It is my time
My light will shine
Favour surrounds me
My life will show forth the love of Jesus
My finances will advance the kingdom of God
My testimonies will show the power of the Holy Spirit
Amen.
