In one of my previous posts I told you about some sort of undergoing forking in my bio system. As much as it seemed all rosy and golden, it brought with it its own shadows. The yang of the ying.
The yang in this case is the fact that for me, delving into the world of Blockchain is like dancing on a podium with a virus till it infects you and engulfs your entire being, till you're like it and begin to dance alone.
I find it extremely difficult to contribute a lot of energy in discussions outside Blockchain or technology with my full attention.....
I'm a listener by nature, if I'm going to speak, then you're going to have to let me. I could have little knowledge about a lot of things but only few excite me, and the only thing that gives me that rush is positive news involving the block tech, and no I dont always have to want to go into explaining what blockchain is or does or was for the 600th time. So It adds to me being extra quiet.
So someone percieved me as dry, the thing is I'm mostly alone, and when I'm alone, one thing takes most of my attention is blocktech, but whenever I'm in the midst of non blockchainers, I just do more of listening to them and what's bothering them or getting them excited.
And I enjoy my amusement.
I have absolutely nothing against non blockchainers, they will catch up eventually, what I have a problem with is this........ yang part.... Could the blocktech world be so encapsulating that I'm really becoming dry to the...."world"? Block Chained!
I wonder how I will feel if I was my friend and I'm always on about blockchain yadi yadi yada lol, maybe it might get boring at some point especially if my friend is not as intrigued. But again I really question why you will be my friend and not see what I'm seeing.
There's no way you're seeing what I'm seeing in the blocktek and we won't keep vibing about it together, a big question for the so called friends.
Also I want my friends to be free and find love and accomplishment in whatever they choose, I admit that I will be totally uninterested in some, soccer for one, politics,....but if they like cooking, lets kick it and talk about recipes of foods I'll like to taste, I haven't tasted soo much, but I have a vivid imagination of what Id like to have and a whole bucket list to go with it.
If its about fashion, heck yeah,...okay maybe not heck yeah...heck a little, yeah...I haven't been able to explore my fashion desires or creativity due to financial constraints. I'll most likely just smile and listen to how indepth you have to go cuz cmon I watch TV, sometimes, so I could still say one or two tangible things.
The thing is a bunch of topics could be covered up in one subject, for example, creativity...I have specialty in talking about that, and it is wide and fun....do you feel me?
The real truth of the matter is I'm unapologetic about this yang, cuz are we kidding? I'm only just like 2% into that blockteck world right now, now imagine when it gets to 20%, I might just surround myself with robots and algorithmic humans. I once called them humanoids, startrek stuff. I hated startrek growing up by the way, the only part of startrek I enjoyed watching was when they draw out those laser swords and started beaming light at each other. Every other thing was bleh!
Not to imagine when I'm at 50%, at that point, I'd have probably been techy enough to run a node on my own, become a witness on Steem, that's one thing I know still needs a bit of attention, but either ways it will get to a point when it will be relatively easy to run a witness node, I think its even become easier over time, and also cheaper, there's still a lot of time to ease it out, maybe not totally but you get my drift.! Yes. One day.
My love for everything tech is loud, do you know Ginabot? She's been a wonderful companion for close to 3 years, I met her on Steem blockchain, someone coded her. Ginabot is an alert bot, she acts as my eyes and ears inside the components of the Blockchain where I cannot be.
Remember what I said in the beginning, about delving into the world of blockchain and dancing on a podium alone? The scary thing is that feeling is so sweet, why? Cuz if its not scary its not fun lol, and I like to have fun. And to think about it, I'm I really alone?
No, not for once. We are millions of blocks on the chain. If you check Steem, you'd find us there.
I'm embracing the Yang, that's all I can say.
