So, touching and I mean from the heart stuff...

I understand how you feel, part emptoness and freedom, and I can see you understood , it was time for her to go.

I also see how you love her, for the person she was before her depression and illness... and I can also see how happy she would be to join Lolo and her peers there whereever she is!!

I see your become stronger and a balanced atitude.

I like to say, I been through hell too due to my own mother, who is torturing even now... daily fights, and insults, humiliation and I hate her completely.

Before this, she overdosed and we had horrible time and I am always the problem for the family... but enough of that... I understand how meserable you felt and I see how you were brave enough to testimony the truth as you embraced it...

Goodluck, on starting a new chapter in your life. Thanks for sharing this as well, it takes something to share something like this... a vulnerability, but truth is always empowering.

Your grandma and grandpa look great actually... she lived a good happy life with love in her younger days hopefully...