Or: Opening my relationship & fucking other people Or: Part 1: The quest for sexual exploration. I’m writing this surprised, a little bit high and quite confused. Today was officially the “second”

I'm writing this surprised, a little bit high and quite confused. Today was officially the “second” hookup date I've had in a week. Both have been with full understanding and consent from all three parties:

So, there I am, looking at him, sitting with my back to the party and opening a tiny bag of coke. I take another look at him and I think, “fuck, I’ve just met this guy, he's quite cool... am I fucking