Have you ever felt that life is passing you buy? I just turned 49, I'm still single with no kids and I ask how did this happen. Where has the time gone. How could this be? I'm 49 and I have nothing that really matters like love. It feels like it all just caught up with me and here I am, alone, and I hate it. I'm starting to freak out and worry that I will never find the one. Maybe I am supposed to be alone and that's how God wants it. I don't know but I don't like it. I was engaged once and my last serious girlfriend was a while ago. That ended after i was in a bad car accident and she ended up leaving me, which was terrible.
Trying to stay positive is important so I try to be and tell myself that I will find the one.
