I remember when my mom said we shouldn't think of the dead or passed things but the truth is they are hard to forget, living everyday, memories keeps on coming everyday. Sometime i wonder if i am different that i have to keep moving with this brain of mine.
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When i was little, i do envy the adult for the comfort and free will time they have but growing up to the stage makes me feel like i want to be young like a child forever but unfortunately life keeps on growing everyday. My dad often tell me when i was young that things fall apart but we have to learn to pick up our necessary pains of let go of then if the burdens are too heavy to carry. nothing is special in this world when a man has little to offer to everyone around or to people around him, my mind is like a storm that needs to be saved from this pressure, i feel like i need a healing energy.
There is one thing i have noticed about this world, is that we must first learn to love our self first before we can say we want to care for anyone because this can affect our ego, this world is full of so many ups and down but we must never relent and keep moving. love is good but love can also be dangerous, it kills and feels very hurtful especially when we invest it on the wrong person this will really break us and make us feel less important, this is the best advice i can give any guy is that for him to love himself first before attempting to do anything or make anyone fall in love with them.
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My mind is like another planet, i feel like i am in another world inside of me, i keep om hearing the quote that pain makes us stronger but for me, pain makes me feel really bad like i am burning inside, i feel like i have crossed the line, i love it when billie eilish said good things don't last, you can love and want something but does that something wants you, if there was a drug to erase memories away from the mind, i will feel happy and bold to have a dose of this.
i remember when i was playing this song, i felt it deep inside me like i was sinking inside a deep ocean, billi eilish has an angelic voiced that can keep us in the mood for long, but the bitter truth is that as a young person sometimes we need this kind of songs to figure out where we stand in life.
Music is my only solution to my decisions and direction, it helps me keep my mind in a good state to thinking which right part is the best to take for a good decision. I spent 2 hours on replay with this song and it really shaped my mind reflecting on a lot of things. In conclusion, never forget to love yourself more than any other thing.
