Kpam I feel very skeptical about answering this week's question because of the circumstances sorrounding it, one is that I have friends here who will laugh at me when they see this post but should I care about that 馃? Nah, I don't and I won't so I'll just answer question number two (2) which says;
If you could Permanently change any Physical thing about your body or face what would you choose and why or if you change something about your partner's face or body what would it be and why?
Hmmmm, the very one thing I would change without hesitation or thinking twice about my body is my tummy 馃槱馃槩馃う. As funny or weird as that may sound to you it is what I crave, long and want to do if I have my way.
Growing up specifically in the year 2017 I could vividly recall that I loved my body and everything in it so very much. I remember I could have my bath and stare at every part of my body especially when I'd want to wear a cream, my undies and all of that.
I will spend hours looking and admiring myself and loving myself as well. I was somehow skinny then,tall and fair. I wasn't like this presently that year and I didn't pay attention to my tummy.
Poor me! What did I know then? Nothing, nothing at all. Few months later I got admitted in school and I left. The first 6 months there many me look like one who hasn't tasted good food for those number of months. I was skinny and practically had no flesh, people questioned me and mum even my siblings why I would be like that.
I felt bad and somehow embarrassed. It was school stress, my body was exposed to another life, environment and mentality but as time went on, I got used to it and boom my body changed into something else.
My tummy became big day by day and gradually I was becoming fat or should I say chubby that I'll pick up a cloth to put on and sometimes it won't fit me well because of my tummy.
The surprise I had on my face seeing how big my tummy was and every other part of my body was each time my tailor would measure me and want to sew for me. She use to say "Abas the way you're getting fat with your tummy protruding like this everyday baffles me compared to how you were when you came here newly"
My friends in school didn't even make it easier for me, they would laugh at me and sometimes make me feel bad. Mehn, not to mention when I go home to visit my family members, my kid sister will make laugh and laugh saying I've been eating all the food mom gave me without reading that's why I'm fat, chubby and have a big tummy.
You know that can or could make one feel less of herself, lose her self esteem and so on. But, I choose not to allow that happen, never, not at all.
God created me so well and each day I look at myself and the woman I'm growing to be, I thank him so well. Imagine ooo, small babygirl like get fine long legs, fine fingers, beautiful height and a very suitable complexion, I come fine, I come Sabi cook too ah! Ah! Ah! Omo 馃槱 God did a good job trust me but na my tummy wan spoil things for me.
I refuse to feel less of myself, rejected and have a low self esteem. Never! Rather I'll be looking at the brighter side of life, doing what I can with God on my side, everything will be alright.
I know you'll say I should do exercise, workout and so on. I've tried doing that and I just can't 馃う. Maybe if I have a tutor or perhaps someone who would cheer me up and make me do so, it will go a long way.
Also, I know that junks, sugars and starchy food adds to my big tummy as well as late night food, but the problem is that I like food o so very much and I don't see myself minimizing how I eat. Don't get me wrong o I'm not a glutton, I just eat well that's it馃し.
My big tummy keeps protruding everyday and it's tiring honestly. I wish I could see a solution for that without having to exercise, workout, stop eating and so on馃う cos it's tiring.
If I could change anything about my body now or at any point in time, it will definitely be my tummy. So my dear friends, please if there's any solution whatever you have for this babygirl please let me know. An advise or anything positive would be highly appreciated. Thank you.
I know say my friends haf laugh me and finish but it's fine. I had to spill everything and write out my mind. A very big thank you to 
Thank you very much for reading this post Of mine, I really appreciate.
