Embracing the past

When someone asked me about my childhood. I stare blankly for a moment and this usually comes out into my mouth, "nothing special". Maybe because I had lots of bad and embarrassing memories that I want to forget. But, hey! That was my answer a few years ago.

But now that I feel God's presence more I started to love my childhood years and embrace it. Now, every time I start to reminisce about the past, I am totally blown out. Why? Because I am greatly blessed by God, for giving me challenges under my control, for letting me experience sufferings emotionally, physically, and mentally. I considered all of these as blessings. And I truly thank God for these gifts. It may sound absurd. But indeed, it is truly a blessing. At a young age, God taught me how to be strong. He let me realized that life is not all about the happy moments, it's about accepting it and being grateful no matter how small it may be.

For those who think that your childhood or your past is not good enough, it's now time to change your mentality. Try to reflect not by using your brain but by talking to your heart. See! Life is wonderful no matter what. Tell yourself you choose to be happy because you deserved it. Just accept everything God offers you wholeheartedly.