Do I have to give up on the circumstances that exist, whether destiny will forever be impartial to me, I don't know but I just want to try and shout to those who tell me that I will never succeed for ever.
Have you ever felt what I felt was that being uneasy about being a person who couldn't be anything, even for once being a proud person, could at least make others say I could !!
Even though all the effort I have done to be a champion, but fate always breaks all my dreams, maybe you will never understand how it feels to be down for a long time, even when my time is really diligent and even serious, fate can always say " I failed."
Since I first said I failed, at that time I really wanted to give up to fight again, the youthful spirit that many people wanted to be the key to success had been wasted. Of the thousands of words of motivation and bragging about the dreams that will be achieved with all your might, for me that all comes to nothing but nonsense, maybe many say that what I am talking about is a bit contrary to what you have always believed, but this is the fact that out there in part of your world there are people who really can't do anything and only failure is obtained with fate.
Looks like a fairy tale? Maybe, but this is the reality of the world that you have lived without understanding that your friends in other parts of the world need help. With all these failures I learned that being a great person really needed a process, but how about it with me, even though I realized everyone needed effort and process, I wasn't sure if everyone who tried would get what they dreamed of.
Have complained? Quiet, like that if I surrender, if I give up everything will end up blaming an uncertain fate, even more than half the chance that I will get the bad, but believe me.
Believe me, none of these efforts will be in vain. When you say that failure is judged by the end result then everything will end with the same thing as I told you, but actually the process is the decisive pillar of a person's success or success, because when I try to crawl to try, I am not alone, am I all my friends who support each other for the same are at the top together, believe me when you feel like a failure after trying behind all the processes you must have helped your friend, and imagine your failure ended with the success of your friend reaching his dream. Do you still call these failures?
"Those who have the best heart are those who swallow pain and prevent others from feeling it"
-Nightmare teller.
