I'm not one of those having much pressure from anyone or maybe I just don't let myself feel pressured by anyone or anything easily although I tend to get tired easily and sometimes give up even before I start but that had never been a pressure for me, I only see it as my weakness which I'm trying to get rid of. There are a lot things that could cause pressure for me but one of them is stronger from a long time ago.
I could say I feel the pressure from my mate having much more than I do, even having their parents living together with them is a form of pressure on me as I didn't get such a chance but no! I've never allowed that overtake me. Honestly, there haven't been any pressure that had been too much for me aside not being able to afford what it is very important I get.
This is why I say "I'm having money pressure"
The pressure have been there since I got the knowledge of what I'll need money for and it only got worse when I learnt how make some for myself. There's only truth in the sentence "To whom much is given, much is expected" because I've noticed that the more I earn, the more expenses I get to spend on. This has been causing pressure on my small heart.
Thank goodness my parents has been more supportive than expected so I was able to cope to an extent with the pressure I was getting from making money. That didn't last long when I start studying far from home. There was almost nothing I didn't had to spend on, the pressure doubled for me.
Don't be surprised when you hear news of people killing themselves because of difficulty of money and what it entails, it's a lot of pressure to deal with especially when there simply isn't any hope that money is coming from somewhere. Well, that's for them... I think my heart is way stronger than I think because I have never let pressure make me think of even hurting myself.
How I cope with the pressure money gives to me
Before about two year ago, my parents have been struggling to keep up with my needs at school but it was never enough (every student will understand this) but I didn't let that hurt me deep, I just felt more pressured whenever I saw my mates at school doing way better with money because they didn't have to manage like I was doing.
I found Hive and a lot changed for me
It's not like I began to spend my Hive earnings to sort out every bills I had back in school but the thoughts that I was making money relieved the pressure a lot on me. I may not be earning as much as many others are doing but I've been able to relieve myself of some money pressure I've been having and still having.
Hive has helped me a lot in sorting out money problems I've had even to the surprise of my mates who I was once feeling pressured about. I can't be less grateful, Hive is doing a great change in my life especially on my journey to financial freedom (where I'd feel no pressure from having no money).
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