The main issue is that you are extremely worried about the future. You seek for a brighter future but you ain't seeing much progress. You mind is now playing with you, why wonder work, when I can't achieve my true desire. Let me guess, you are short in cash in a way. It happens to almost everyone. The main issue is the social media, we see things and it's affecting us. Try and cut your social media off. Keep your phone away from you. Because, I can guess too, you are always holding your phone all day. Keep it away from you. Try to be live for two hours without touching your phone. I know it's hard but try it. You will be giving your body and mind, some emotional control and pleasure control. You will be fine @temibot, it's just a wicked phrase. But I'm glad you are aware of it and can write it out. Now, try and publish an article every day or two days, but don't let it pass the third day. I'm overcoming mine, so I know what you are feeling. You ain't alone @temibot. Great post and welcome to the community. You will like it here, @hive-102879 is just a great founder of the community, a community person and it's good to express your emotion, and I know it makes you vulnerable but it helps you find yourself more.

Great post @temibot