Hello,holla my lovely reader’s, your melcakes is back with another blog!I hope everyone is doing fine.
College life makes me realize that its okay to be alone and not all the time you have a companion with you.It also teach me to adapt new environment and to socialize.At first I struggle a lot to the point that I don't want to go to school because of the loneliness that I felt,because I was used to have a group of friends inside a campus.But despite of it,I didn't stop instead I socialize to my classmates that's when I found the people who treat me as their friend.
Honestly,they are students at the same time a mother,all of them are in a relationship and I was just the one who stays single but despite of it instead of feeling behind I didn't feel any pressure.Becuase I see their struggles and sacrifices,I see them cried because of too much stressed and I dont want to be like them not that I dont want a baby.What I mean is I dont want to be in the same situation as them.I dont want an obligation yet,I can't even make money in my own and can't afford food to feed a child.
I believe that there's a perfect time for it,not just now–where I am still chasing my dreams.I dont want to drag another's life in my situation where I am still dependent to my parents.
These girls inspired me to achieve more and to be stable in the future.Everytime we are together they never forget to advice me. The words that remain in me is "Don't be too impulsive with your decision" "Dont choose a boy instead choose a man".
One time I ask my friend if she regret having the baby and she just says"No, because for him the baby is a blessings and his baby gives him ligth to the time where she was in the dark,the baby saves him from the darkness but she felt sorry to his self and to his baby that she choose a wrong father".
This friend of mine always bring his son since no one will take care of it.Our whole classmate is fond with his baby because of its cuteness.We treat the baby as our youngest brother in the classroom.If his mother is busy with school works we are the one who will take care of the baby.
Our room filled with laughter because of the baby.He became our source of happiness,and our stress reliever.Our room is very quiet if the baby is not around and everytime I arrived at school it was like my day wouldn't be complete if I didn't see the baby or even hug him.
I am super proud of these girls because they never forget their dreams despite of having a baby,they still choose to study for their dreams,their babies gives them strength to graduate and to be a successful someday.
They are one of the definition of a strong woman.
