I know exactly what it feels to live out that fantasy. During this long quarantine I have taken the time to evaluate those aspects of my life that I was overlooking; I suffer from anxiety among other things and concentrating on only one thing is super difficult, I spend more time drawing in my mind than in reality, it is a constant struggle but fortunately, little by little with meditation and with small tasks that I set myself, I have managed to finish projects. Thanks for those advices ;)