have gotten my own share of disappointments...

You mean, 'breakfast.'😂

Honestly, it's meant to happen. Despite being such a somewhat stone-hearted dude myself, I've been chewed up and spat out when I got too engrossed also. It can be hurtful.

...most ladies like toxic guys

As much as I would've loved to go against this point, happenings around have shown that it is mostly true.

It can be so confusing how a lady will treat a good dude like a trash till he leaves only for her to be begging for a dude that beats the crap out of her on a regular basis. I sincerely don't know maybe all most of them want is a control freak kind of guy.