"I am a bit overwhelmed with life to write about anything else but this, this what I have been living and learning. It is a great pleasure to have someone so supporting, who encourages me to write here.. @mbalance, I love you.
Lately, I am revisiting my past, time traveling through my memories to understand creative and emotional suppression that have become crystallized blockages within my physical body and has heavily influenced and altered my mental framework.. these blockages have been such unknown companions all these years, like perfect shadows, but shadows in disguise! Ha ha. I am now getting to meet innocent wounds of the inner child, it has made me feel such level of sadness that I was not aware was possible.. mentally, physically or spiritually.. sadness that never found a way to express itself due to fear of being ridiculed and dismissed.. I have been crying a lot more now, crying not from my present self, crying from my past memories.. It feels strange, yet, beautiful, that there is always a way to let go of everything that ever happened to cause some kind of disbalance of life within us.
I find it extremely freeing to sit in my personally designed prison and watch it melt away, the process in itself is not a pleasant one though.. it feels as though there is someone really sweet and innocent within, who is locked up and now a small glimpse of light makes her go crazy.. she wants to come out and she wants to be seen, yet the brightness is soo unfamiliar that it burns her in the process.. So, little by little as it always is, she will be here.. She will sing, dance and express again, she will be reunited with me soon.. I can feel her, I feel love as I grieve.. I feel the pain washing over us, such a cleansing ritual.. There is so much unseen beauty in all this.. Seeing pain for what it is, can set you free!!"
Written by @shunyata in contribution to this post.
Hello Friends!
Littleglobe is such an awesome feature on the DJI Mavic 2, so I thought I want to start a hole series for it.
Thank you so much @shunyata for having the courage to share your words with us. I love you too!
Location: Don Det, Champasak, Laos
Camera: DJI FC2204
Exposure Time: 1/800 s
ISO: 100
Edited in: GIMP 2.10.6