Your farewell

The day that you decided to leave was not prepared for your farewell,
In fact I it was never,
But anyhow it happened and you did not stop to think the damage that you were doing to me,
While you were turning round yourself leaving behind our memories, I was destroying myself inside, I felt how my heart was racking brains without being able to avoid it.
I will never forget this pain.
You believe that it is impossible that something like that happens to you, and that does that it hurts you much more,
There hurts the unexpected thing, the impossible thing and the unthinkable thing.
It was you who hurt.
I have sworn more than thousand times to forget your love, your memories, your existence,
And thousand times me trumped when I am thinking you without reason.
But I will not give up love, will not do it,
I will manage to win to my heart that becomes stupid when it is a question of you, and when I have forgotten you, will drink to you, because you are happy without me,
But meanwhile I hope that my absence should chase you and should condemn you for every tear that I have spilled for your farewell.