There where moments today where it seem the market would hold on to its low and recover. I went on a trade long spy via calls and within minutes was stuck with a lost. Through the rest of the day I was waiting for a higher low and a higher high. When it came I was at break even and maybe even a cent above my buy in cost. Rather than selling I held and the stock never regain to that level again. My trade was executed around 11:30am and I saw it breakeven around 2pm. Regrettably spy continue to fall and I had to determine how to cut lost.
However it was a bad day for me overall. I was focus on the mirco with stock prices while the macro news was hinting on further bad things to come for America. The challenges with the virus, the due date of renters paying rent while economy has come to a halt, and corporations near bankruptcy due to lack of cash holding to pass through the current slow down. I simply chased the trend near its end and was playing with fire. The revenge trade is what some describe it. Where they trade and went with a lost but unwilling to settle to play another day they go and trade more in hopes of earning back their lose as soon as possible.
The revenge trade blinded me from picking a good entry into my puts trade as all I was focus to do was to earn back my lost. Then with the trading day near its end I held in hopes to earn green. Add on top the realization that today's market may end near its lows I chased to the down side, only to later witness a closing day bounce. I got out of the trade because moments after I entered I realized how poorly I had placed my trade. Immediately I was in the red, and do to position size the lose was significant. My goal then was to get out as quickly as I saw profit, which in a matter of minutes occurred and I sold. However the trend down continue and I left a significant amount on the table. The final minutes of trading had spy pot which in end meant I was right to have closed out the trade even though it was early.