You're just human who has suffered enough and wants revenge. Your heart is almost dead, and your soul's already consumed by darkness. The devil with you is smiling because you played the game he invented, giving him countless chances. But the goodness there is in you continues to fight the unseen battles. Don't give up now. Climb up from the bottom of that pit up to your greatest peak. You are not alone, my friend. Everything that has happened has a purpose - it is already written. Open the eyes of your heart and you'll see this extreme love that is so genuine, so pure that even the evil can't stand watching.