Hi @edkarnie ,In a previous comment I said that you were married, forgive me, I was a little advanced in drawing conclusions.
I am glad that you enjoy with your girlfriend, love is the most beautiful feeling in the universe, obviously sometimes it makes us unhappy and even cry, but it is better to live it than not to ever feel a feeling as wonderfull .
Blessings to you and your girlfriend, may GOD grant you many of your wishes.