In all honesty, I never thought a time would come when I will look back in time and actually miss school. School was just school to me back then, it even feels like stress... having to dress up, leave home early, smile with friends, get beaten by the teachers, go back home, do your homework and just try survive the whole day while still thinking of going back to that same school the following day.
And that's it, I didn't pay attention to those little things we do in school...the laughs, jokes, small fights, teasing one another and all. The only thing I do think about is to just go to school and prepare for exam and maybe what the future holds. Not until I left school, I began to miss those moments and realized how precious they were. Thinking about it now, there are a lot of friends or potential friends I ignored just cause I'm so focused on learning, there are those times we stay behind after school just to cause a little bit of trouble and all that, not to talk of those times I would trek home with my friends after we've used our Tfare to play PS and the PlayStation.
I can't deny that I feel some level of regret now, I regret not really enjoy those moments,.I regret not holding on to it and making the most/best use of it, I regret not enjoying it with others. I'm always busy and thinking that the most important for me is to pass my exams, have a good result and plan for the future, and didn't get to enjoy that present time that I was in. All work and no play make Jack a dull boy, my own jack didn't get to play as much as I should have, even the little moment I did, it felt like a luxury.
To be honest, there are times I really do feel like going back in time, maybe just for a day or two, because I'm in that future now and I can't even have time for anything, what goes through this head on a daily goes beyond just saying you want to start you know..... But then, I can't. It's not as if it's a bitter regret though, it's just a reminder to notice, enjoy and treasure even the little things before it becomes a memory..
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