So, talking of if I am given a free ticket to travel through time, and which I'm going to choose, either to go back in time to the past or go to the future, well in all honesty I will choose to go to the future. And I won't be going there for sightseeing, not at all.
Ad it is, life feels a lot worrisome, and I get bothered a lot. Like I can't even stop thinking about what the future will be like if it's this hard now, I just kept keeping my hopes alive trusting that things will definitely be fine. And for that reason and maybe more, I will love to go to the future, I will love to go there and just see one thing, and that's if there's a time or a certain age or a moment when I truly experience peace, maybe there's a time I get to and my mind start to finally rest without being bothered about what tomorrow would be like.
In that future, I imagine myself doing things with ease, not being bothered or worry about anything, I imagine a time when I would be able to go to bed without worries, a time when I am not overthinking, a time when I will look around me and appreciate all that I have. I imagine a time when I can finally rest not because everything is perfect, but because I'm capable and stable enough to really live and get things done without having high BP.
I'm not hoping to see anything big and fancy in that future, not as if I'm hoping to see myself achieving great things or making waves, not at all, I just want to see that I made it to a point where life feels lighter and I'm capable enough to handle anything and live life comfortably. And if big achievements or great feats are in that future, I do not mind....it's not just my focus.
So, seeing myself really resting and experiencing what comfort rely feels like is enough for me. Seeing myself in a state of rest and comfort will be enough motivation for me to return to this present life and keep doing my best, because I now know that the struggle wouldn't continue forever.
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