The camp that I've been staying at - the one in the woods where I'm by myself - got ransacked. Note that only a handful of people knew exactly where I was, so that narrows the list of people who did it down a lot - if it was somebody I know - and I'm betting it was. They didn't take anything, they just tore the place up and left it messed up. If it was random kids playing in the woods, there was plenty of stuff for them to take that they wouldve wanted - and none of it was taken. Plus one of the suspects whom I know has said some incriminating things. Nothing concrete, but some things that makes me think that it was them.
Now back to other news, so I moved over by Jamie and Johnny, same woods but not too close - to a spot I really think I like. I'm still moving things from the old spot because my bike got a flat tire and I haven't been able to fix it.
Jamie and Johnny were lending me their bikes to use, but a few incidents that led me to use them a bit longer than I said, and now they are iffy about lending them to me.
The other day a random person approached me and asked if I can get them shard (meth) - I said yes, and I got them a $20 and he got my number, thinking all is well. He calls me a few hours later and tells me he wants another $30 - so I call my plug, go and grab it for him, and meet him at a store. As I'm handing it to him, and what I thought was him handing me money, was actually a note, telling me to give his number to my plug. He then started bitching about the size of the bag I gave him and said both weren't worth $20 together, and he walks off without paying. I call my plug and tell her, and then I go home, feeling defeated - the last couple of weeks have been rough, it seems like just negative thing after thing keeps happening, and I don't know how to stop it. I have nobody to talk to about it, as my brother is doing his own thing and has his own problems, no girlfriend right now, and no best friend, or really, even a close friend. It sucks right now, I feel constantly lonely, and it seems like if I take 2 steps forward, the universe pushes me 3 steps back. I will go on though, like I always do.
