So i havent seen or even heard anything about Boogie in the last month - and i thought things were going well. Until my brother came along and started fucking things up. Badly. Totally screwing me over and straight up lying to my face. His girlfriend is saying that she is leaving him - but im not sure if she is just saying that to please me or if she really is. My brother is embarrassing to be around because of the way he acts - especially when he is really high on heroin. It becomes too much. Ive tried talking to him and tried multiple times to just forgive him, but nothing works and he just continues to take advantage. So im through.
Not just with my brother but with everyone. I started thinking about it and pretty much except for 1 or 2 people - everyone has screwed me over at some point. And im tired of it. I need new friends. Or maybe ill just start beating the shit out of the ones that fuck me over.
Ive been hanging out with Cat recently - didnt take her long to screw me over. And now im hanging out with Caitlyn and she has done nothing but help me out and look out for me - so she might be different. Lets hope. If she is i will move mountains to do anything she asks. But until then we will see.