I'm glad you've moved on. It's not easy. Since I became a mom I have less time to look at myself so much and look for flaws hahaha. Although I always found them and pointed them out they never affected my life too much. But I did shrink back from certain things because of them. But since I became a mom 14 years ago, my priorities are different, then after I turned 40, maybe I matured a little more and much less worried about my "defects". Now I feel satisfied, but I try not to think or focus on those flaws that I do have and not to compare myself to anyone else. Attitude is vital too. Many successes to you.