It's somehow very weird, but it takes paper and pen to hit certain emotions. I can't reach them with my keyboard as well. I always get those empty black hardcover Books and just start writing stuff down from time to time. And those lines are not meant to be read by anyone but me, they kinda fit into my mind and don't make too much sense to others.

Sometimes it happened that I read some of my older stuff and I have to say, it makes me happy. Strange isn't it?