I'm so sorry to hear about this and your experience with your gynecologist. @artemislives is so right, there is so much DIS-information about women's bodies and I know for a fact that many physicians are simply not up to date with female anatomy and pleasure, it's not something they learn, sadly. I have researched this for the last couple of years and the cervix is a portal to so much pleasure. I really hope you can find a way to heal 💚