Our version of God above all must be centered on the Bible.
If we know him as a God of love (1 John 4: 8), who tells us to approach the throne of grace with confidence (Hebrews 4:16), our confidence must increase in relation to what he tells us through his word.
Some Christians misunderstand the goodness of God and only bring emotional and spiritual bondage to their lives. They only believe that God is just a God of love and they forget that he is also a consuming fire, and therefore they think that God is vengeful, that he is only good, because no, today I want to show him what he is like: our Father , that God who is benevolent, constant, patient, friendly, loving and worthy.
I advise you to seek God more in his word, not only settle for listening to others, but also take the initiative and then we can understand that the love of God is infinite, it is up to us to trust in him and, therefore, We will carry into our lives all those promises that God tells us in his word, and most importantly, we can draw closer to God.