Since young I was always one of the girl in my class who used to put on weight even by drinking water. I know how stupid it sounds right when someone says even drinking a drop of water would make me gain weight or when someone says I am just big boned that’s all, that’s why it is difficult for me to lose weight. I really have no idea if being big boned is true or not because I don’t want to comment on something that I do not have any idea.
I really envied my friends who used to eat a lot of fried chicken wings, French fries, noodles, fried rice (name anything in the world) and still never look fat. I was not jealous of them (as I am a very simple minded girl and being jealous of my slim friends who get to eat a lot was never on my mind) but at the back of my mind, I wished I was more like them. I wish I could eat what I loved and not gain weight at all (as you can see from my previous blog that I love good food and parties).
So my teenage years went like that, being the fat kid who was enrolled in "fat and trim class" (really who came up with such a stupid DE-motivating name) to lose weight and no matter how much I run, no matter how much exercise they made me do, I could never lose weight and ended up in the"fat and trim class" until I graduated from my high school (I wonder if "fat and trim class" really miss me now).
But being a food lover and party lover, my weight did not stop me from enjoying all those even till now my passion stays.
Boys being interested in me was out of question (who would go for a fat girl right, everyone wants a slim girlfriend). Even though I had crush on someone, I always kept it to myself out of my shyness or I guess I was scared of being rejected because I was fat. So I never had the guts to ask a guy out or show him that I was interested in him. But if you ask me now, I would say I have mastered the Arts of Flirting (oh really, is there such thing as Arts of Flirting? I think universities show hold Bachelor in Flirting or Master in Flirting and I can be the lecturer there…Geez! Sounds so cheesy). So if anyone of you is thinking, did I ever had boyfriend in high school, what is boyfriend? I have no idea about that.
So I could forget about that and continued doing what I loved the most and caring less about my weight. FOOD!!!!! Mac Donald’s, KFC, Pizza Hut, Chinese lunch out, ice cream, chocolate (did I ever mention about my sweet tooth. Once I start eating chocolates, I cannot stop. I guess that is how the dentist got richer due to kids like me). Who cared about weight right when you get to enjoy FOOD! I felt like I was in heaven when I ate those food.
Well that was how I was and felt as a kid. "FAT"
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