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All men have become who they are because of their dominating thoughts and desires so every deeply seated desire has the effect of course you want to seek outward expression through which that desire may lead will be transmitted into reality.
It does not matter what kind of life it is if your desire must return to reality it needs the courage the confidence the dream the ambition the strength to fulfill destiny, the willingness, the consciousness, that is all it takes to really be the man you want to be in life.
You need to live a life of meaning that transcends more than what you want.