Yes, without hesitation, when I read this week's challenge post, I didn't give it much thought, at this crucial time, when you are going to be two years since Dad passed away....
I chose this theme for many reasons, first of all, to live every day to the fullest with you dad, something that he missed when you were alive, that's why the phrase of the corridors: Live your life to the fullest and the other, which says: No one knows what he has, until he loses it .... And it is a terrible reality, we realize, when it is too late....
Another reason would be to spend these three years with my father because more than unconditional love, it is a duty, it is an obligation, this being who gave me life, I must honor him, love him and love him forever, forever and eternally...
Finally, is that I would leave aside the prejudices, the weaknesses, the failures that have existed and live life to the fullest, enjoy every second with my family without hesitation, things I stopped doing, to prioritize work, the things that I thought really came first and here is the mistake, first is Health, Family and then comes the rest ...
Reflecting between letters, I learned to love you more, after your departure, almost two years have passed and there is not a day that I regretted not having enjoyed you more, not having lived more with you, having been more there when I needed it more... In this lucidity and already a little more mature, I know that I gave you everything, I did everything in your illness, I gave everything for you, but I feel that I lacked more to give you, more to do, just more to live with you by your side, Dad....
Wherever you are, I will love you with all my heart forever and ever forever and ever...
Thank you, thank you, thank you for having chosen me as your daughter 鉂わ笍鉂わ笍鉂わ笍
