I totally agree with your story. We had a lot of hobbies when we were little, and we hoped to go through them and get a job related to it in the future. But when it comes to pursuing education, not all hobbies are good for us, and we are more likely to be discouraged. Your life experience is a perfect example of that. Despite the pressure from home and relatives, we are not able to mix with the hobbies we had as children.