I totally understand! I've been moving away from it bit by bit as other needs have arisen-- I'm back to college in my middle age and working on finally fulfilling my teenage career goal of becoming an ASL interpreter, so my thoughts are elsewhere at the moment!
Please give away the AFIT to anyone you see as deserving. I have done a bit of the same recently as I try to figure things out!
I hope things go well for you, I've been out of touch but I'm pretty sure you understand about life priorities! 🦋