I would want to have a balanced life but I know that it's almost impossible. I find that most high achieving family has something to be sacrificed for. It's oftentimes family and family time. I don't know but there are times when I wish, it less suck and I should have never signed up for this. But I am sure, there is a lesson to be learned from this season of life. Who knows, maybe I am being shown and taught something from this one.