I used to fear water as well because silly urban tales over the public pools. One notable story that I still remember is about drowned spirits who could drag you down with them. The virus rates is quite high but there's advantage that I see, since a lot of people are afraid, those who go outside become lesser hence places aren't packed. Sure there's risk but I decided back in 2020 that I can't live my life just being a hermit. Hopefully, you can get back into swimming and maybe you'll have your own private pool, that would be sick!