Finally, I am catching up with another post on this #bloggingchallenge. Lately, I have been spending my time outside at least a couple hours before going back into my room. And I normally get things done outside than inside my room. With a good coffee and some pills, I normally get a lot of things done. So, let's go back before I am off the rail, today question is quite intriguing, " What makes your sad?"
I have many things that make tear up but I'd rather not list them all. However, this topic remains interesting as some people describe me as a positive person with great perseverance but underneath it all, I am quite a sad person.
There has been a lot of unfortunate things that happened to me physically and emotionally. It was never easy and I was living in much harsher situation than I am right now. Back in the day, when I tried to find help, nobody came to help. Hence why, I learned to never ask help nor anything to anybody because they don't owe me anything nor I do owe them anything. Only lately, I learn to accept and seek help when needed.
After going through a lot difficulties in life, there's this sense of jaded. But thus far, I remain positive while masking it sarcasm, dark jokes and coldness. If someone asked me who is my childhood hero, that would be joker.
Last but not least, this describes it all ;
“I’m only laughing on the outside. My smile is just skin deep. If you could see inside, I’m really crying. You might join me for a weep.” – The Joker MacIf you want to join this 30 Days blogging with me, feel free to do so ! I'd be happy to have other hivers doing this with me.
~ Mac
