Cheers! Absolutely get what you mean. It is like you want to create, but the words are not accessible, and even you manage to get something out, you doubt it as not good enough.

Lately I have decided to remove that pressure off me. Create only when I feel like I have something to give or something to say. It angers me when there is expectations that one should constantly be able to give something of value, even when you go through shit that feel like it is weighing a world or two. We must learn how to balance expectations, the ones of your own and from others and our well being.

Then there is also a lot of judgement it seems, when someone is slowing down. Like, that one is not working hard enough etc., when it is not the case. Maybe they work 100x times harder, because of how disabled they are in that moment.