Dear M,
Thanks for the honesty, you were right, I knew that would be your answer, so no hard feelings, you should not be worried about it. Not sure is it the reason that you don't share your daily life with me anymore? Could not help but wonder.
Almost finished my chai, considering another thing that I own is about to clear away, I am happy about that. Totally gonna finish most of my tea by the end of the year. It's a bit annoying that now the weather gets cold and the tea gets cold sooner than in summer.
If things work out alright, I could go to work in the Chinese supermarket next work, fingers crossed. Hadn't seen my friend Jun for more than half a year, so when he asked me to meet up for lunch, I went out, not many people that worth my energy to go out nowadays. Today went out with Jay and his gf to check the 1 bedroom flat, it's so close to her working place, but she doesn't like the place, it could be very quiet and scary in the evening, next to a park, but it's only 6 mins walk, she said she has persecutory delusion，so I just kept my mouth shut. It's exhausting to socialize with other people, I prefer to stay in and just enjoy my own company.
Hope everything goes well there. Keep warm.
love, lyong
