Dear M,
The night is so cold, but have to open the window to let the air flow, right?
‘Losing your mind’, the word ‘mind’ got me thinking, how do I know the mind is mine, just because it’s inside my brain? What’s the foundation of mind? All the informations that we get from outside, aren’t they kinda like little seeds, we catch them, and they grows on our mind fields? Sometimes we forget or ignore about the seeds, but they are there, right? Words just pop out from my mind, and then I type them down, sometimes it happens too quick, I don’t catch them all the time, brain could be trained to remember more things, but memories might be sugarcoated by the mind, is it part of the experience of life as well? I seem to buy the theory of our life is like game experience, we chose what we wanted to experience in this life and came to the earth, I have too many things that I want to see, to try, to experience that I should be feeling very positive about life, right? You have seen so many different counties, how am I gonna catch up?
My friend gave me some powder made from the seeds of wild jujubes, he told me it could help me sleep well and not having too many weird dreams, let’s see if it works. Sometimes had dreams about work, and felt tired when I woke up.
I know it’s not gonna be a ideal long weekend with your parents but at least I know u would eat better there, and get your mind off a bit from study.
I miss u.
Love, lyong
