Today is my first day of chemotherapy. I’ve been extremely emotional since they called me yesterday and told me today was the day. I’m the type that over thinks about the side effects.
It’s almost Thanksgiving and I was looking forward to enjoying the holiday. I hoping I will still get to enjoy it and not feel sick. I’m not sure I’ve ever really thought about what I’m thankful for around this time. This year I’m thankful to be alive. I’m thankful for my 3 healthy sons 
I love you babe with all my heart! I can’t wait for this to all be over... we will need a vacation!!