I haven't read this post. I want to tell you something. Man, I don't understand why people get angry when I'm being honest. Maybe the admin was expecting a bunch of excuses. I say no. I don't usually make excuses or make lame excuses. I'm direct.
Starting over is complicated, there are users there that I follow and vice versa, but thinking that some of them turn their backs on me makes me think about people, that's why I tell you, YOU first, sometimes we make mistakes with others and it's quite depressing, but I keep working, I won't let anything affect me.