I am trying to get healthy

I know that feeling! Destroyed my shoulder 3 years ago. Surgery was waaay too late..
Tried to do my Abitur 2 times with great grades, but couldnt finish it.
Tried it before and after my surgery, but pain, no sleep, no concentration made me abort both times.

Anyway, it was all fake education and I already knew it when I was a kid and found the red pill.. Still tried it, even with the pain. Cuz everyone told me I'd be clever and it would be dumb if I didnt take the qualification...

They now try to integrate me into the slave system. But I still have pain..

I will bow. But only cuz I want out of my parents home, cuz my mum is a monster.
I cannot regenerate in that climate..

I never expected that I will bow, I'm an hardcore anarcho since I can think (even when I didnt know what anarchy is), but I just need a basis..

But tbh I just wanna ride my enduro on some hills.. :/