A few minutes ago I was standing in awe of a deer I came across in nature... it was looking at me in suspicion and I was looking at it in curiosity. After a minute or two of gazing at each other, it realized

"We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground, what have we found? same old fears... wish you were here" Wow, it never seems to get old.

I left a bit of me with the land I left behind. And so I’m a bit lost, a bit incomplete. A part of me here and a part of me there. I left you prematurely. It grows obsessive in me like a bad rash. Its

Miwnight Wamblingh.. Read. He put me in contact with an ancient wound in me, it feels like a wound that is beyond space and time, a collective wound. The kind of wound you will spend a lifetime accepting

27/9-17 I wanna disappear, Disappear from desires, disappear from pleasing, disappear from thoughts, disappear from you. I wanna disappear from me. Disppear from distractions, disappear from decisions,

30/9-17 All the things I felt for you, all the pain I went through, is beautiful. All the reminders of you are a part of me. A part of me projected outside of myself and put you up on a pedestal as a big

15/10-17 Using same old failed techniques of attention. Manipulation and attempts at persuasion leave me feeling empty. Desperately trying to fill this void in me called loneliness, I don't know how to

22/10-17 Vulnerable one: I have been very angry lately and I haven’t been able to define what exactly I am angry at. Now, I believe everything’s connected somehow and if I am patient enough the universe

24/10-17 It’s past midnight and I am chatting with a new guy on Tinder. He is interesting, sparks my curiosity. I tell him goodnight and I lay down to sleep. A few minutes pass and I realize I just drifted

Sometimes you say goodbye to an undesired habit and see it leave through the front door, only to relax and let it sneak in through the back door... Dealing with addiction, such are my days lately. It seems

19/11-17 Out of the darkness and into the light. Transformation. Maturing into love is not always easy. Like Nirvana sang ”I feel stupid, and contagious”… Love is contagious, and so is stupidity. When