Hi 
The loss of a child is the greatest pain a mother can experience. I am sorry you had to go through such a terrible experience. I hope you find some comfort in watching your other children grow and develop. I hope to read your stories soon. The best advice I can give you is to follow your mentor's recommendations, be yourself, and interact with other users naturally. The best way to do this is to explore the communities I link below. You can start with Homesteading.
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!
RE: From Facing Life’s Toughest Moments to Embracing New Beginnings – My Story of Family, Filipino Flavors, and Growing Alongside All of You (My Introductory Post)