I have never done this before.
I have many times in my life recited prayers like a machine.
I have sincerely tried talking to God, to the universe and beyond.
I seem to get lazy very quickly in the realm of spirituality.
I am sick of it. So I am trying a new kind of prayer.
Here- out loud
with the world watching
I am going to try- without the presence of church and without a strict religion
I am going to say what comes to me .
It may be small
It may be nothing
It is already something though isn't it?
I am here God.
I am before you again.
Sorry about how long it has been since we last connected
God I dont know how to say
all of these things
I pray to you I pray to you now now now now now now now now nownownownownownonwownonwonw
*heavy
*tired
*weary
*cold
I am getting sick of
getting picked on
and getting last but not the least
Im gonna make it
I aim to take it to the end
that doesnt mean I
am leavin soon no
it surey doesnt mean that
It means Im prayin
these words I 'm sayin
How did the prayer song go?
I cant remember
Its almost gone now
I am alone in my prayer
Lord come redeem my
appreciating
property value
I can
I can see you in
my inner vision
it is a mission
to focus in
I want to love you and want your love too
I pray for happiness and glue
I pray for crayons and some thick white paper
I pray for your favorite band too.
I pray to feel you
to catch your spirit
I want to swim in your rain
I want to bless all
the molecules of
the tired tears
and the pain
I pray for all of
the holy spirit to shine onto me
and make me new
I pray for true faith
I pray that my friends won't doubt me
I pray my violators find oeace
I pray for more than just this
I pray for vision
I pray decisions
will be made correctly and my
purity will speak clear and candidly
God help when my heart
has been so wounded
my friends have walked
away from me
My life it crumbles
I sit here humbled
I have only this song as it is.
God will you forgive the
times I was empty
a sinking capsule in the sand
God please listen to me
I need to really
become the music in the waves
so I hear you are good at life long hero saves
I pray now with these
audience members
they probably need you to -
I pray for my friends
that they may have some
peace and some wonderful plans.
I love you God I think
I am supposed to
to trust your there now are you
moving on in
on to the top of my heart the vessle
the sweet spot in my soul
I need you LOUDLY
God come save save me
come save save me so
I can be me !
I can believe
in you
in me
in you
in me
I am free if you are here this can all consuming me.
I want it to stay
so this is how I pray
with my friends all around
they can say it out loud
God thank you
God thank you
Ammachi thanks to you
Amma loves me and Amma holds me and she will bless and warm you too.
AMEN - Or another clever prayer stop word.
Holy?
Hmmm.
Thanks you cool people for witnessing my prayer . I am weird.
xo xo xo