Totally smoked. I sit here pondering my sins. where I stand where I could have been. And although I miss countless opportunities. I also made enough new ones. Life doesn't always go the way you want it to. And sometimes you have the sun in your face and the wind in your sail. After rain comes sunshine. damn what the hell is this bullshit. Why why are bananas crooked.way is water wet and the sky blue. that my friend is because of you😋

This is the poison I cloud my soul with. LOL
silverhaze mixed with amnesia and some leftovers from the week

Later when I'm an adult. what I already am. I wanted to be anything. And when you're young you can really be anything. When you have the right people who stand behind you and believe in you. And when you're young, you usually have that around you too. But after the years wear off. people drop out. And in my case that was my dad. He's been dead for about 2.5 years now. And the world isn't what it used to be 3 years ago.
I do not know. I'd like to talk to my dad. I know that won't work. But I often think of him. And what he gave me. Luckily I still have my mother. And that is a treasure of a person. But I can't talk to her like my dad could. That was a very wise man. But also damn stubborn and I probably got that from him. I'll get there eventually. And really make something of my life. My last thought was I'm going to develop weapons. that's booming busnis at the moment. But that's not who I want to be. I want to grow fields of cannabis with the best genetics and the best breeders. And partly we are already that far. here on weedcash with our canna family So a big thanks to you all.

All the best
Loonatic®
Peace

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