I can not sleep. sunk in thought. seeking the way of happiness. And that goes with hills and valleys. But I've been in a dark valley for a while now. It started with my dad getting sick. And died. We are now 2 and a half years further. And that was also doubly annoying. Because of all the lock downs. And mass madness. the reason I didn't go crazy is that I started gardening as a therapy. I had also lost a court case where I would again be dealing with my own money. what I needed for my business I wanted to start. But shit from the past makes it hard. which put me on the brink of going crazy again. But weed works wonders. And I kept calm and cool. I also had a mega renovation at the neighbors. Which drove me crazy. Fortunately, that's done now. and I have some peace now. But less than 50 meters further on, they have already started another project. I have a lot less trouble with that. At the turn of the year, the bomb exploded. And I had a relapse in speed. after 5 years. And although the night was pleasant. the hangover was fuking violently. that speed also works for 5 days. Fortunately I was able to sleep. But man I really almost died. And I really can't stand that speed. I'm glad I feel like the old self now. And I'm really not proud of it. But I share this anyway. If anyone has any doubts about using speed-like drugs. Let me thoroughly advise you against it. I really felt like I was dying for 5 days. Fortunately, I feel completely top and also reborn. I never want to use speed again and I am not afraid that I will do so soon. I thank god it healed me. I count my blessings and continue to be humble. sharing is caring and that's why I'm sharing this with you. cannabis cannot be compared to other drugs. And my love for cannabis remains and is innocent in my eyes. I also have a feeling that 2022 is going to be our year. I'm going to focus on things I like. Try quality of life to bring higher point. And make my mother proud. Dear people, I'm going to go to bed. Everything will be fine. The days are getting longer again.
And that is good for the plants. goodnight
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